Lately, I've felt spiritually apathetic. I've had a hard time wanting to put effort into my relationship with God because of some things I have gone through in the past month. But Wednesday night I began going to my friend's discipleship group (which was AMAZING, by the way) and I was just really convicted by my apathy and my great need for relationship with the Lord. So even though I was exhausted last night I remembered a conversation I had over lunch with a friend about how hard it is just getting back into the Word and journaling, but how it is so worth it, so I just did it. And y'all, last night my journaling was drastically different than any of my past journaling. Wanna know why? Because instead of complaining about my lame problems, I THANKED God for all the blessings He gave me during the day. And instead of feeling miserable after journaling and feeling even more sucked into my self-pity vortex, I felt so blessed and loved by the Lord. Instead of focusing on myself, I focused on Him and that made all the difference. If you're reading this and are currently feeling spiritually dry, I hope this is an encouragement. You can get out of the pit, but only by focusing on God, not on yourself. I'll end this post with a really convicting quote that I've heard recently. "What if you woke up tomorrow with only the things you thanked God for today?"
I sought the Lord, and he answered me; he delivered me from all my fears. Psalm 34:4